Showing posts with label gain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gain. Show all posts
Monday, December 13, 2010

Small gain and NSV!

Saturday I went for my *slight* unfill, and the doctor ended up removing 1.5cc's! I didn't object at first, but  then I realized I only had 4cc's to begin with (after I'd already left). So now I have 2.5cc's and I'm pretty sure I could eat a hamburger if I tried. I'm not going to try to eat a hamburger, I like the fear of getting stuck and vomiting uncontrollably--it keeps me in check.

I'm going to see how it goes for the next week or 2 and I'll probably go back to get more put in. I know he just wanted me to rest after throwing up so much last week, but geeeez. I guess we'll see just how much I've learned about controlling my eating.

Here's the NSV: I bought 2 really cute pair of shoes while I was in Seoul, regular 11 and not 11 wide! The wide WOULD be a bit more comfortable because I do just have wide feet, but my feet aren't fat anymore so it was tolerable. I wore the flats all night at work yesterday and my feet were fine. Hooray!

I'm starting to notice a little pattern with my losses. I'll lose really well for a couple of weeks, then I'll go up about 2 pounds over a day or two and then it'll just drop back off again. I got to 248, and today I'm back up to 250. I'm not worried though--it'll drop back off. It's only my 2nd gain since I was banded; I won't let it get me down! I'm also pretty sure that the mashed potatoes I had for dinner last night have something to do with it ;)

P.S. For those not familiar with the lingo, NSV is "Non-Scale Victory".

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Hi God, it's Christina...

Oi vey. (I'm Jewish on my mom's side, I'm allowed to say that.)

I got on the scale this morning and literally jumped off it in horror. Then I got on it again, and jumped right back off. Up nearly 2 pounds from my ticker weight! al;dgh;lahglahgl;hsglkhalghlk

I pray to God that my period shows in the next couple of days. Of course, being the unpredictable beast that it is, who knows. If it doesn't, then it means I gained REAL pounds, not just fake bloaty pounds.

I still blame the guacamole.

P.S. Thanks for all your encouraging words yesterday. I really do appreciate each and every one of you :)
 

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